INTRODUCTION:On Thursday 23rd April 2015, the cast and I performed the play 'Nation' by Terry Pratchet at Stanley Halls (in the theatrical configuration traverse)! With more than 120 people attending, that night is truly a night I will remember. Through all of the ups as well as downs, at the end of all our rehearsals and preparation, as a company we managed to succeed in performing to a great standard!
DISCUSS HOW I SHOWED EFFECTIVE USE AND CONTROL OF PERFORMANCE SKILLS THROUGHOUT THE PIECE:
Ways in which I showed effective use and control of performance skills throughout my piece was by bearing in mind how to portray my character as successfully as possible. I remembered using different energy levels, showing different emotions and staying in character throughout the performance. Ways in which I did this was by using harsh facial expressions to show when I'm angry, changing my tone of voice to displays moments of when I was happy and excited and always remembering that on stage, I am Locaha and not Lara. I believe who I am definitely contrasts against the characteristics I designed for Locaha: evil, wicked, conniving and extremely weird! Therefore, in order to communicate my role well and the intentions of the piece to the audience, I had to leave who I am at home and adopt the personality and body language of Locaha not only on the night of the performance but throughout the whole rehearsal process.
HOW I COMMUNICATED MY ROLE AND THE INTENTIONS OF THE PIECE TO THE AUDIENCE:
Other ways in which I communicated my role well was through my body language, vocal colour, tone and pitch and through makeup and costume. When I performed as Locaha, instead of walking normally, I made the choice to walk crouched with bent knees and used the palm of my hands to support me. Furthermore, I spoke with a croak in my voice with a low pitch creating a harsh sound to communicate my character. I also wore dark makeup, a black maxi skirt with a black vest and had black-coloured patterns on the side of my face (scroll down the blog to see this). Collectively, the effect this had was to elaborate and exaggerate who my character was: death. Black has connotations of death and gothic-related themes. Therefore, I made black the prominent colour I used in the performance.
My intentions were to scare the audience. I aimed to make them feel awkward and uneasy when Locaha was present as death is not a character that most people find welcoming! That is why I chose to wear all black, have a croak in my voice and walk in a weird way to show death in the best and abstract way.
HOW I MADE A SIGNIFICANT CONTRIBUTION TO THE SUCCESS OF THE PIECE:
I believe I have made a significant contribution to the success of the piece by giving constructive criticism as well as praise to members of the cast through peer-assessing. When the actor of 'Mau' was not present during a rehearsal, I replaced him as he is an extremely vital character within the play. Furthermore, I was appointed as one of the assistant directors of the play which meant I was given a lot of responsibility. Whilst rehearsing for the show, I recognised that many people had a negative mindset towards how successful this play will be. I must admit, there were times where I doubted the success of the play of myself due to the lack of effort people were putting into rehearsals (see previous posts for rehearsal reflection). Many people seemed downhearted and lacked optimism on the success of the play. On the night of the performance, I decided to send this quick message to the cast:
"Hey guys.. I was just thinking about how most of us aren't really feeling this play but it is our last performance we will be doing as a year group cos in post 16 we will have new people joining and for some people it will be their last ever performance at Brit so I think we should just try as hard as possible tomorrow to make the play as successful and enjoyable as it can be tbh cos at the end of the day we are getting graded on it too and no one wants to look like an idiot in front of everyone! We haven't spend months rehearsing for nothing! I'm sure we'll be more than fine on the night anyways. Let's just try our best and try and make it a good performance for our last ever performance of us all together as a strand Xx"
(Pardon all of the grammatical errors, poor sentence structure and abbreviations!)
My reasons for sending this message was to try to give a little hope to the cast. We spent many months rehearsing for this play and I am sure no one wanted it to go to waste! Given that I was appointed as one of the assistant directors, I took it upon myself to try to motivate the cast.
WHAT HAVE I DONE WELL?
Things I believe I have done well is refining my character to a good standard, taking initiative to make my character believable as much as possible and helping others during the rehearsal process. Ways I did this was through my choices of characteristics, bearing in mind different vocal techniques that were taught to us and giving advise to other cast members. To make the play successful, we had to work as a team. If one person slipped up, that could make everyone slip up also. Therefore, I made sure I tried to be well-prepared, attentive and full of enthusiasm at all times to help make the play a success.
WHAT DO I WANT TO IMPROVE ON?
However, there are also things I want to improve on. I believe I could improve my analytical and research skills to enhance my performance skills also. When given a character, it is good to aim to
develop them into your own and I believe I did this! Nonetheless, I could have done more research on other characters similar to my character e.g. Rumplestiltskin (being a trickster), and things such as "the angel of death". Furthermore, I could have directed the cast more as I was assistant director. I believe that I should have taken more initiative and control and not be afraid to point out things I thought could have been improved. Acting requires you to use your initiative greatly, be bold and courageous and think outside of the box. I believe I did this! However, there is always room for improvement.
WHAT HAVE I LEARNT ABOUT ACTING?
I've learnt many things about acting. I've learnt that you must lose yourself in a character to portray it as well as you can, not think about your actions but instead feel it, let your actions influence your speech and never be afraid to make mistakes along the way. Nothing is perfect. However, we can aim to make things as great as it can be through many processes (e.g. finding objectives, creating tactics, marking thought changings etc.). That's what I believe acting is about: processes. Finding yourself as well as losing yourself, immersing yourself within different characters and going on a journey with your given character. With acting, there is no limits. You can do whatever you want to do, be whoever you want to be and you can be yourself. That may sound weird as acting is thought of to be when you play another role. However, I believe in every character an actor plays, an element of themselves is within them. I am not implying I have evil in me! However, I believe every person has an element of weirdness in them like Locaha. A side to them that is free to do whatever they want, say whatever they want and does not let anyone control them. That is one of the things acting is about: finding that freedom. Finding that lack of remorse within yourself and the side of you that is not afraid to break boundaries! Acting is an incredible thing that allows to grow so much as a person.
WHAT HAVE I LEARNT ABOUT MYSELF?
Through acting, I have learnt so many things about myself. I've learnt to break out of my shell and become more confident and well-rounded. I've learnt what it means to be committed to something and not to be afraid to do things outside of my comfort zone. I've learnt to believe in myself and my ability and believe I can do and achieve anything I want to with these three words: confidence, determination and faith. Confidence can make you go far in many things. It is important to believe in yourself and your ability. Having determination makes you want to achieve things. It makes you want to strive for things and not just let opportunities pass you by. Lastly, faith allows you to believe in things. Like confidence, it encourages you and makes you believe you can do anything - there is no limit! I've learnt that with confidence, determination and faith, anything can be possible. I've learnt that to grow as an actress as well as a person, I must be more daring and enjoy what life has to offer me in the exciting, amazing and insightful world of acting.
GENERAL EVALUATION OF THE PERFORMANCE NIGHT:
In general, the performance was great! As a cast, we put aside any negative things that happened in past rehearsals and performed to the best of our ability. Performing 'Nation' really showed me how important it is to work as a team as without teamwork, our performance would have not been successful. Doing 'Nation' made me learn a lot of things: without working as a team, you can't achieve half of what you aim to, you must never give up and always think out of the box. 'Nation' will be a play I will always remember and I feel blessed to have been a part of such an incredible performance.